emo ~
hmmm...
suddenly~~
i feel that...
i m stressed up..
but..
i dunno wad i m stress of... -.-|||
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programming mini project done b4 deadline.
AE project planning done b4 deadline.
these are the 2 main projects that bothered me for the past few weeks..
and now they are done ! =D
but... i still feel stress..
how come??
izzit becuz exams coming and i still slackin?
hmmm....
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today ended sch at 2.45pm liddat..
nice mdm ccp release us earlier den usual =D hahas! shes a good teacher.. lol..
she dam tok gong la.. her voice listen liao got like lullerby effect.. k nvm that 1 nth impt
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power is today during my AE project lesson. Mr Siew -.-|||
this teacher.. omg.. DAM si ban.. cannot change 1 sia..
lesson on paper write 10-12 means he must conduct class from 10 dao 12.. wtf?
cannot like release us earlier de sia... omg...
den i dunno y... tis teacher like dont wanna teach liddat..
mayb becuz he lose faith in our class.. -.- cuz those guys have always been noisy in class and like dont wanna listen and do work de.. loL
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den after 1 hr pass.. he was like callin down the register to mark down our progress.. when he come to me ah.. i tell him till like wanna cry liddat
"eh cher, u know this project ah.. we O level ppl nv c and touch b4 leh.."
"u know very hard to do anot? dont even know how to start T_T"
lol den he was like o.. ok, k now i teach u ah.. -.-
LOL den i tell him
"cher, u explain to class better.. alot also dunno"
den when teacher explaining.. those bunch of ppl keep making noise sia tmd..
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they dunno how impt is the lesson to the project.. and they still slack like dunno wad shit -.-
they dont listen can go out talk rite.. ? nabeh.. every lesson talk in class den laugh so loud.. -.- disturb ppl's focus.. haix.. tis kinda ppl... sure got retribution 1... for treating the teachers liddat..
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ya after the day.. went to library den help yong xiang, ky, jun yang, yih yu on their programming projects..
X_X do dao very seh la.. wtf..first time stay in sch for sem2, st8 stay dao 6.40pm.. X_X hardworking me.. hahas!
den went back after that.. REALLI DAM FUCKIN TIRED>>... grrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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while walkin back, passing KFC saw jiajia's back view..
den i was like o saw her with 2 other friends.
den suddenly turn back like her frens told her they saw us.
lol den i c her friends no one i know de leh.. lOL..
after 3second of stun den realise 1 of them is cherilyn.. =D
wa, she slim down dao her feature very distinct X_X almost cannot recongnise her seh... hahas! and more pretty liao now..
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hmmmm...
lastly..
i still wonder..
y my heart can feel that empty coldness..
izzit becuz its needing 1 female owner to take it..
or...
its becuz of sch stress?
but i think~~
tis is all of peer pressure.. lOl
frens around me all attached den i c myself alone all by myself..
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actually i tot the introvert of me could work well this time..
but, everytime i still struggle very hard to tell myself sch work is more impt.
haix~~~
no gf is a problem~~~
got gf will have gf de problems~~
mao dun~~ confused~~ puzzled~~
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
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