emo ~
hmmm...
suddenly~~
i feel that...
i m stressed up..
but..
i dunno wad i m stress of... -.-|||
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programming mini project done b4 deadline.
AE project planning done b4 deadline.
these are the 2 main projects that bothered me for the past few weeks..
and now they are done ! =D
but... i still feel stress..
how come??
izzit becuz exams coming and i still slackin?
hmmm....
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today ended sch at 2.45pm liddat..
nice mdm ccp release us earlier den usual =D hahas! shes a good teacher.. lol..
she dam tok gong la.. her voice listen liao got like lullerby effect.. k nvm that 1 nth impt
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power is today during my AE project lesson. Mr Siew -.-|||
this teacher.. omg.. DAM si ban.. cannot change 1 sia..
lesson on paper write 10-12 means he must conduct class from 10 dao 12.. wtf?
cannot like release us earlier de sia... omg...
den i dunno y... tis teacher like dont wanna teach liddat..
mayb becuz he lose faith in our class.. -.- cuz those guys have always been noisy in class and like dont wanna listen and do work de.. loL
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den after 1 hr pass.. he was like callin down the register to mark down our progress.. when he come to me ah.. i tell him till like wanna cry liddat
"eh cher, u know this project ah.. we O level ppl nv c and touch b4 leh.."
"u know very hard to do anot? dont even know how to start T_T"
lol den he was like o.. ok, k now i teach u ah.. -.-
LOL den i tell him
"cher, u explain to class better.. alot also dunno"
den when teacher explaining.. those bunch of ppl keep making noise sia tmd..
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they dunno how impt is the lesson to the project.. and they still slack like dunno wad shit -.-
they dont listen can go out talk rite.. ? nabeh.. every lesson talk in class den laugh so loud.. -.- disturb ppl's focus.. haix.. tis kinda ppl... sure got retribution 1... for treating the teachers liddat..
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ya after the day.. went to library den help yong xiang, ky, jun yang, yih yu on their programming projects..
X_X do dao very seh la.. wtf..first time stay in sch for sem2, st8 stay dao 6.40pm.. X_X hardworking me.. hahas!
den went back after that.. REALLI DAM FUCKIN TIRED>>... grrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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while walkin back, passing KFC saw jiajia's back view..
den i was like o saw her with 2 other friends.
den suddenly turn back like her frens told her they saw us.
lol den i c her friends no one i know de leh.. lOL..
after 3second of stun den realise 1 of them is cherilyn.. =D
wa, she slim down dao her feature very distinct X_X almost cannot recongnise her seh... hahas! and more pretty liao now..
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hmmmm...
lastly..
i still wonder..
y my heart can feel that empty coldness..
izzit becuz its needing 1 female owner to take it..
or...
its becuz of sch stress?
but i think~~
tis is all of peer pressure.. lOl
frens around me all attached den i c myself alone all by myself..
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actually i tot the introvert of me could work well this time..
but, everytime i still struggle very hard to tell myself sch work is more impt.
haix~~~
no gf is a problem~~~
got gf will have gf de problems~~
mao dun~~ confused~~ puzzled~~
Wednesday, November 28, 2007     
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@9:43 PM
omg thick me =D
sho long nv update :PPP
hahs!
btw... ytd saw ay on tv... LOL..! u know? on tv.. a normal person will appear 60% or 40% fatter den in real person.. i forgot is 40% or 60% haha... but.. that ay in the television is realli look blur daooOo..... LOLLL
but good lar... study study still go out chuang ye.. =D
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jus bought RUBIK's CUBE!!! heh!
but with a freakin price of $15... tmd
my fren went paragon the person say..
"o.. 10.90 promotion has already ended" -.-|||
but... still fun la.. $15 for a damn cube..
now i turn that thing.. -.- very hard to turn... not season yet.. :P
but manage to solve it..
watch youtube ah.. den the person very zai.. can put into video teach ppl how to solve.. X_X
jus solve it again after 3hrs of spinning.. LOL
can realli turn dao my muscle ack de leh.. kao~~
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for below's para.
let N= nabilah; //ky's GOOD fren
today after lesson.. pei ky for the "evening" late afternoon in fact.. LOL.
realli let him taste how thick my skin can go.. LOL
cuz i heard hes talking to N.. LOl... den i know they sure meet de lar... hahas..
den i follow him back to his home put down bag... den carry our cubes with us sit at mac wait for N to come.(back from schh band)
ky ah.. he morning tell me he can solve the cube second layer... den jus now i saw him turn turn turn.. even the first step to make the cross he also blur.. hahah! dam funni..
den after ~10mins.. N came... lol.. den walk walk walk walk dao ky's resident corner that area den sit down... we continue our cubes..
hahas! they meeting i follow them sia... thick enuf liao.. loL! follow to their usual meeting place also.. :P
den i was like there solving my cube... ky look at me..
"when u wanna go home uh?" in a fustrated tone
"very weird leh"
lol.. i gues mayb ky meet N always they 2 nia.. now got BIG BIG ultra lite LED he cannot take it.. LOL
LOL he like chasin me home seh T_T
haha continue to di siao him till around 4.45 den i go home :P
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went up with ky to his house to take my bag... at the door i saw ky's mama..
den say hi auntie lar... ky mama like not happi liddat T_T
too friendly liao.. mayb she dont like... loL!~ next time c her garang abit..
but ky papa i like.. LOL... can wave in public over a distance of 15meter or more :P
ky was like rushin me to go home lar -.- (cuz someone waiting downstairs at the redident corner still) LOL
i know his purpose of rushin me... lOL... so i take my own sweet time. walk to the toilet... slowly~~~~ lmao... his face dam paiseh dam funni sia..
LoL
somemore ah.. ky send me to the bustop.. scare i go detour go camp and bio wad they 2 doing sia.. LOL
haha!!! wad a funni experience.. =D
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Wednesday, November 21, 2007     
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@10:57 PM
Oo... Tired daoO
Lol~>>!
today's lesson is fuckin fun.. lOL
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early in the morning... wake up.. sia la.. heng can wake up.. -.- almost overslept..
wtf~
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step into class nia.. teacher say got test... -.- wtF?
hahas! its kinda cool cuz the teacher give OBVIOUS clues la hor -.- pengz
onli difficult is the close passage... kinda lame...
13blanks with 13 helping words... den we all like dunno where to put the corect 1.. hahas
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after that is the sickening mr ong's science... omG~ heng can do sia..
got alot of formula.. -.-
V= u+ at
s= 1/2 (u + v) t
s= ut + at(sqrt)
last 1 i forgot.. lOl..
lame shyt -.-
but heng still doable -.-
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after that is break~ den go for ms huang's LAB!
she DAM easy going de la... VERY nice... give whole class A+ for lab X_X
loL~ we ALL manage to finish our labs within 1hr.. LOl...
den ariff got bring laptop.. (purpose is to ask jeremy to help mod his PSP)
den..>~~ he start to on his com's webcam.. LOL...
den our class guys.. ALL chiong infront of the camera... LOL... den auto de la.
tall 1 stand behind.. short de go infront... LOL very orderly..
den SUPER noisy... teacher also laugh and smile at us.. hahas
other class look at us all give that "wtf" face sia
LMAO
keep taking photos.. -.- machiam siao 1.. LOL.. somemore got timer seh the cam.. .
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after that go back to Communication skills -.- to cover last week's holiday de slot..
omg~ actually say can end at 3~ become 3.30 in the end stop at 4pm.. wtF~~
but its DAM funni also..
we go to the tutorial class.. den not enuf chair ah.. ariff no chair.
den ariff tell the teacher.. (easy going 1 also)
cher.. i go other class take chair ah.. fast 1///
Randy: cher i go help him take chair
galvin: cher i also go help him take chair
sean: i go help them take chair also..
LMAO... teacher face ji tao change sia.. 1 chair 4 ppl go take.. LOL
they went out~~
after 3mins.. galvin knock the door hard.. BOMBOM next he use leg to kik..
can realli c the door vibrating real hard la.. LOL
den he open the door..
LOL... the class all laugh like SIAO.. galvin holdin the backsupport of the chair.
randy and ariff hold 1 leg of the chair come in.. LOL.. sean behind carry 1 extra dunno wad chair's spare part.. LOL
the class all laugh like siao... the teacher say she almost got a heart atk..LOL
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lmao.. today is realli tired but quite fun.. hahas... the class realli laugh like mad and have alot of fun today.. =D tks to joker randy, galvin, sean, ariff =D
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Thursday, November 15, 2007     
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@9:09 PM
moody me~~
well~
today is 1 of the badest mood i have -.-
wtf..
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morning around 9am++ while walkin to the mrt.. suddenly run SO SO SO heavily seh.. X_X ... sob.. den kana wet chicken.. lol..
den went to sch with chow seng and jia wei..
-.- when reach yio chu kang its still dry and clear day -.-|||
was thinkin of purposly late for class den tell teacher
RE: raining ah.. hard to get to mrt :P
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1st item to make me tulan
First lesson... engineering science.. -.- its like a more chim pyshic.. but.. -.-
the way the teacher teach... nbccb.. i also know seh... he rephrase wad is inside the book. den pull out the points... lil explaination.. -.- i also can teach... wtf?
made alot ppl seh seh... tmd... all question marks on their head.. -.-
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2nd item to make me fuck up
theres tis math quiz every fornight... -.-.
and the questions are like fuckin hard... tmd... and also becuz i din listen enuf during class -.-
somemore that yi yhu.. he power.. -.- suddenly wanna study and know all the question and got full marks on first attempt..
me leh... wtf... onli got 3 tries.. and my result is
1. 6/10
2. 4/10
3. 4/10
-.- wtf? mayb i realli nv listen well..
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at this point.. -.- my heart is like pumping so hard.. den head giddy.. -.-
feelin out of breath... dunno y... stress? nth to stress bout also..
realli donno y
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Lunch.. go mac eat becuz our canteen too many ppl.. very very crowded..
went to the center mac...
also alot ppl la.. we found a spot and place our bags there to book it..
den when i back ah... nabeh... saw 2 hei ren(couple) sitting there... wtf...
our seats they jus sit down and eat.. nabeh la... -.-
somemore they take 1 seat to sit.. 1 more seat put bag.. SO fuckin inconsiderate..
thru out my meal i diao that hei ren like hell..
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finally my loving module. Computer and programming... that 2 hr is best..
everything teacher say can go in my mind.. =D good good.. nth bad about that.. =D
but it ended too early.. 1 hr earlier.. -.- wtf?
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next is jap lesson..
pengz.. we today got to learn 1 more set of new jap characters..
actually got 46 hiragana characters... now need learn another 46 katakana characters.
somemore next week got test.. -.-
to be able to:
1. write out 46 hiragana characters.
2.
3. forgot liao. -.- very difficult jiu dui le..
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sians... this whole day is a dam lao ya day of my week.. -.- somemore first day nia.. tmd...~~ T_T
i hope the next few days will be good.. T_T
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Monday, November 12, 2007     
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@7:33 PM
Well~ accidents do happenS... LOLLL
Few days ago~
i have tis realli cockter gal fren of mine.. -.-
we were like walkin in a grp. Ky ,jy ,yy ,yong xiang and me..
tis yong xiang.. at the computer lab (main one) was like callin ky in a SUPER niang tone.. high tune 1..
loL~ den my classmate(alot) like mimic her la.. LOL... make her SUPER paiseh...
plus theres stranger sitting in our zone of PCs doing their project..
their face was like.. ("wtf tis class so super noisy -.-|||");
k nvm tis scene not impt, den yong xiang is like dam paiseh la... she ask us to get out of the computer labs fast.. LOL..
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den we walk our usual way out of NYP...
jus then.. shes still in the paiseh mood.. at the push door.. she kok tio her leg..
nvm.. den she continue laughin while walkin like cripplin liddat... LOl...
Den.. she rest at the sliding door.. LOL... next..
the motion sensor sense tio ppl coming rite... it open its door..
den kiap tio yong xiang's arm... LOL
ky was like realli lmao... sitting on the floor... and said "wa i realli know wad is {laughin till my knees went weak}";
lOL~... the rest was also laughin non stop la... dam funni...
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recently i keep running around woodlands ring.. =D around 6.15 to 6.30 will set off from home lo.. den run ~1rd of woodlands ring.. :P
not bad la.. can c the result after 2weeks.. X_X but always run alone.. -.-
that ky ALWAYS got excuse not to run.. omg~?
zzzzzzzz
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Tuesday, November 6, 2007     
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@9:28 PM
Drama lehh... =DDDD
LOL...
today is realli quite a nice day...
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early in the moring[pei hao's] got class -.- 8am lar hor..
-.- the previous nite ky still wanna meet to go sch.. i was like..
duh... for 3 week liao he still dunno we only same timing on monday and tuesday.. lol lol
wake up earlier den last few days.. :p
mayb is becuz got something nice today happenin :PPP
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today .. class ended early... sheduled hoho is lesson till 2pm 1... lol~~
but our dear ms/mdm huang {i forgot her statues} but nvm~
she is always good.. lmao... u finish early.. i let u all go early... lmao
den i flip out the lab sheet -.- calculate voltage , ampere , ohms -.-
i was like... ho seh liao.. today can go back earlier .. lmao
finish liao 12.45. left sch at 1pm..~
poor ky... lesson till 4.. lol poor thing...
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on the way to yio chu kang mrt... went to cheers to get some english magazine to read... lol.. cuz alone realli too bored... in the end..
i saw tis package... i weekly.. its date 1/nov.. [new] somemore its has a plastic thing for package.. i c behind. got dunno 1 plastic pouch and 1 tooth paste i think// :p
last thing is i c the price... WA 2.50 nia.. LOLLL den i took it ... :P
-.- but... pay finish liao.. walk out of cheers.. den rmb... wtf? i forgot how to read chinese... my chinese realli cmi nowadays...
return teacher on june 2006.. :P
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Heres the drama
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alight at admiralty as usual..
den hot day ya know? went to get some bao bao cha.. lol~~
walk walk walk... saw tis gal... look like yan li.. [ky sure rmb tis gal.. , ay -.- u rmb yan li look like how anot :P] , but shorter version of her.. ~1.63m tall..
yanli was like 1.7m++ X_X
k nvm... den i continue walk to sweettalk shop. wait for the auntie to slowly do for 1 muslim lil gal.. loL! the sister and brother... age around 7 also dunno wad they wan.. -.- k not impt also
den suddenly... i heard coinS droppin behind me... and its realli COINS... X_X
i turn back is that "yan li" lmao~!
coins are all over the floor la... den i was like wanna help her to pick up.. loll~ left the last coin...
i rmb its a 20cent.. :P i was like wanna grab it liao.. she took it...
thats the sa yang part.. T_T if my reaction is faster~.... LOL... mayb will have electric field liao.. LMAO...
the whole scene is very dramatic la.. lolL~
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sui sui~ =DD at least i can confirm fate/destiny heaven left me :P..
hohoho happi me on first day on NOV 2007~~ lalalalal~~~~
Thursday, November 1, 2007     
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@1:52 PM